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Gardening is a Practice, Not an Idea

by Blacktop

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1.
It seems I’m getting older When it feels I’ve had enough I don’t know what to call this What I’m thinking of This feeling it stalls me In everything I do But, I know I’ll see a sunbeam As I’m falling into blue But I know, you can’t get what you want Shake it off, is it what you want? Like flowers in the garden, I breathe in as I grow And everything is changing As the leaves begin to fall It seems I’m getting older But there’s so much left to do Embracing what’s uncertain As I’m falling into blue But I know, you can’t get what you want Shake it off, is it what you want?
2.
Expectations 03:36
My plans are falling through this evening I didn't want them any way But now I'm staring at the ceiling I hope this feeling goes away My friends are having fun without me 'Cause I didn't really want to go I'm feeling bad about the evening Maybe it's best I didn't know Expectations have got me down I feel better when they're not around Expectations are such a weight And with them I could do away Had an interview on Wednesday Got turned down I'm feeling blue My roommate's standing in the doorway I guess I'll ask him what to do My girlfriend's sitting on the sofa She's looking pretty as she paints I guess I'll try some yoga But it feels like its a waste Expectations have got me down I feel better when they're not around Expectations are such a weight And with them I could do away
3.
Tommy 03:56
Cutting loose, he has it all figured out Caught a lucky break and he's playing loud Tommy is liked by everybody Has a lot of friends, but no one knows Trying something new, try everything Just so everybody can hear him sing Insecure but no one knows it Overcompensate and his ego's showing Go slow Tommy, go slow Go slow Tommy, go slow Hearing things, he won't try to argue Cut in half, he'll take it all from you Center of attention is not enough It's something bigger he's thinking of Go slow Tommy, go slow Go slow Tommy, go slow Go slow Tommy, go slow Go slow Tommy, go slow
4.
Citrus 02:24
You like the big rush You don’t want to miss out Come at it headstrong You can’t seem to listen Your intuition Is blocked by your vision When you can’t face it Is when you should face it But you’re indifferent Your hands smell like citrus ‘Cause your drug Is all the attention It’s all the attention It’s all the attention It’s all the attention It’s all the attention
5.
Interlude 01:47
Instrumental
6.
I can see it in your eyes It’s something I can’t find in anyone I’ve given all my time Feeling so confined, I’ll give it up And I know that everything is impermanently changing all the time And it’s hard to remember that everything is out there for me And it’s not so sad all the time It’s not so sad all the time It’s fairly hard to see Have everything I need, it’s my meditation I know I need to breathe When I’m caught in all my doubt and reservations ‘Cause I know that everything is impermanently changing all the time And it’s hard to remember that everything is out there for me And it’s not so sad all the time It’s not so sad all the time It’s not so sad all the time It’s not so sad all the time It’s not so sad all the time
7.
Green Eyes 03:42
Lately, it doesn’t seem so important Maybe I’m overthinking it Tell me what you’re on about lately ‘Cause I Found myself in a new conversation Always seems to go like this Can’t shake the feeling that I’m fine I wanna see those green eyes ‘Cause when I do, I know I’ll be alright Yeah, I wanna see a clear sky ‘Cause if I do I know I’ll be just fine Spend a few on a new guilty pleasure Tell myself I deserve it Waste away and I’m asking myself why Passing thoughts like clouds in a blue sky Yet I cling to all of them Tell me how to let go of the time I wanna see those green eyes ‘Cause when I do, I know I’ll be alright Yeah, I wanna see a clear sky ‘Cause if I do I know I’ll be just fine
8.
Sunflower 03:38
You're a sunflower Using up your hours to give me time I'm a forest fire Clinging to old desires, is that a crime? And I believe in nothing, anymore So I tell myself So I just tell myself When I feel like someone else But, I know there's more than this Yeah, I know there's more than this I'm feeling out of touch, but You say that you're in love - do I think too much? Trying to be more present But, the feeling is not inherent, more like a crutch Could I believe in something, anymore So I tell myself So I just tell myself When I feel like someone else 'Cause, I know there's more than this Yeah, I know there's more than this
9.
Real Life 04:02
The sun’s getting brighter And melting away The ice on my window That led me astray The day's getting longer With amber embrace And the weight on my shoulders Is drifting away Is this real life Or only a dream? Is this what it feels like To be so esteemed? But what’s the difference Could you tell me the truth? If things are different Why do I dream of you?

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"If you want to garden, you have to bend down and touch the soil. Gardening is a practice, not an idea." - Thich Nhat Hanh

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released September 1, 2023

All songs written, recorded, produced, and mixed by Austin Wood between 2022 and 2023.

Guitars provided by Jordan Taylor on tracks 3 and 4
Guitars provided by Jacob Greenberg on tracks 2, 3, 7, and 8
Guitars provided by Jacob Olson on track 6
Pedal steel guitar provided by Ben Murray on track 2 and track 8

Album art by Isabella Fabiano

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